1. Tormentous

On a long December night
I heard a voice in the dark
Saying he is not coming back
And my heart skipped a beat
With a growing feeling of fright
I recalled the names of all the saints
And whispered in the dark

Chorus 1
I was praying alone
That he comes back home,
Holding his token of love.
Growing anxious by the hour,
I was waiting in the night,
But nobody replied.
In my eyes burning ice,
Dying glimmer of hope.
Please, please, make it stop!
I was praying in the night
And as more time passed
Still nobody replied.

On a quiet December morning
I got the phone call killing all hope,
Sparked an emotion overload!
I surgically removed my feelings -
Freezing anesthesia still lasts.
I relearned to live,
Turned mourning into style.
The scar in my soul never heals…

Chorus 2
I was praying alone
That he comes back home,
Holding his token of love
Growing anxious by the hour
I was waiting in the night
But nobody replied.
I was praying alone
To wake up from this horror,
But it's still playing on.
Growing anxious by the hour,
I was waiting in the night
But nobody replied.

Chorus 3
I was praying alone
That he comes back home,
Holding his token of love.
Growing anxious by the hour
I was waiting in the night
But nobody replied!
I was praying alone
That he comes back home,
Holding his token of love.
In the darkest of night,
when my eyes fully dried,
I knew that the god died.

2. Mocking

Chorus
Hear the rumble of the whole world crumbling.
Ruins tainted with dark lies..

Love that crumbled into shame.
Was it true, or just a game?
They laughed so long at my naivete,
They hid the truth and turned away.
Now I’m left with shattered trust —
They thought me weak, lost in the past.
The lies they whispered secretly:
Everybody knew but me.

Chorus
Hear the rumble of the whole world crumbling.
Ruins tainted with dark lies..

A love so pure, now drenched in shame -
Was it real, or someone's twisted game?
They whispered lies, kept truth at bay.
How could they all just turn away?

3. Metamorphosis

Inside me lies a cold ravine.
The force pulls my will beneath.
Where do I begin? At dreams' end.
Is this the end? The end.
Waterfalls coerce the wind to follow,
Painting the surface still and bound
(untouched and hollow)
Clinging to my frozen sorrows
(Anguished here in pain)
Will I let myself drown?

Chorus 1
(screams)

Shattered into pieces and then scattered,
Left to rot.
No one lent a helping hand. Abandoned, laughed at,
Trampled, pestered, and again abandoned,
left out -
I'm a puppet in these lies entangled,
Caught.
METAMORPHOSIS!

Chorus 2
METAMORPHOSIS!
(screams)
Clawing my way
Out of the abyss!
(screams)
METAMORPHOSIS!

Echoes of the calm are all but gone.
In this twisted game, I’m just a pawn.
The ground beneath me crumbles into dust.
There’s no one to save, no one to trust.
Every breath I take is laced with fear.
Whispers in the dark are drawing near.

Chorus 3
METAMORPHOSIS!
(screams)
I arise from the abyss
METAMORPHOSIS!

METAMORPHOSIS!!!

4. Agitation

Ah… I fall!
I plunge into the maze.
Traverse a thousand ways.
I'm not afraid!

This is my favorite place.
When I return into the maze,
I am in control
Of everything and all.
I am the architect,
Creating boundless realms.

Chorus 1
I will create
A world without hate,
Innocent land,
A new kind of game,
A world without pain!

When I wander
These familiar walls,
Grief escapes me and
Wonder calls.
Even chaos gives me bliss.
Basking in power,
I'm strong and brave.
This thrill is all I crave!

Chorus 2
I will create
A world without hate,
Innocent land
A new kind of game.

Rushing to break down next door,
Will I find a friend or foe?
In shadows deep where dark dreams play,
Walls come alive and dance and sway.
Treacherous, haunting, in the gloom,
Monsters rise from shadowed rooms.
You are all figments,
You play my game,
You are my pet night-mares!

Chorus 3
I will create
A world without hate,
Innocent land,
A new kind of game.
There's no fear -
Nothing is real.
I will return,
Maybe, one day.
So much to explore
In this wonderful maze!

5. Hysteria

Nox et dies in luctu cōnflīgunt,
Voces obscurae altum resonant,
In furia dīvīna, vires ignis,
Nex perpetua, condīmur in tenebris.

(Night and day, they fight in mourning,
Dark voices echo deep,
In divine fury, the power of fire,
A perpetual nexus, we are buried in darkness.)

Chorus
Oculi splendent fractis vīsiōnibus,
Reālitās frangitur, timor implētur.

(Eyes aglow with fractured thrills,
Reality breaks, as fear fulfills.)

In aulis desertis, echoe vagantur,
Anima cruciata pacem fugācem quaerit,
Splendor phantasmatis, sibilus dirus,
Mens eius frangitur, frangendo disiecta.
Filis terroris, horror effunditur,
Abominatio adhuc displodit

(In abandoned halls, echoes drift,
A tormented soul seeks fleeting peace,
A spectral glow, a hiss so swift,
Her mind fractures, pieces cease.
Threads of terror, horror spills,
An abomination unravels still)

Chorus
Oculi splendent fractis vīsiōnibus,
Reālitās frangitur, timor implētur.

(Eyes aglow with fractured thrills,
Reality breaks, as fear fulfills.)

Ut crepusculum mundum amplexu suo circumdat,
Gressus iam non sunt gratia notati.
Vivida iter in nocturnas umbras deflectit,
Et umbrae ad margines eius evanescentis visus insidiantur.

(As twilight wraps the world in its embrace
The steps are no longer marked by grace.
A vivid journey fades to hues of night
And shadows creep along the edge of her fading sight.)

Hysteria, unguibus et lacrimīs;
Irae angores implent crines;
Franguntur somnia in crepusculo mentis excessu;
Gurgite intus amissa, kaleidoscopic obducto.

(Hysteria, a force that claws and tears,
Wraiths of anguish tangled in her hair,
Shattered dreams in a twilight trance,
Lost within a swirling, kaleidoscopic haze.)

6. Pump

I close my eyes
And fall free into the Abyss.
My body lies
Catatonic on the hard surface, the hard surface.
What do I know
About the universe within, within?
Free to run and crawl -
The pretty heaven without sin, without sin.

Chorus
Pump, pump, my heart.
Love and tears
For me and my fears.

You're calling me:
"Please, return" - you cry, cry and cry.
You beg and plead
And in my dreams I do try, do try.
I regain sight
And conscious thought returns, thought returns
Into my mind,
And this is where it hurts, where it hurts!

(Scream) Hurts

Chorus
Pump, pump, my heart.
Love and tears
For me and my fears.

What do I know
About the world outside, outside?
Those people think
That they are always right, always right.
I close my eyes
And escape into the Abyss.
My body lies
Motionless on the hard surface,
THE HARD SURFACE!
What do I know
About the universe within, within?
My own garden
Invigorating and pristine, so pristine.
I regain sight
And conscious thought returns, thought returns
Into my mind
Why do I feel like filled with thorns?

One more drop -
Flows the potion of eternal life.
Illusive land is filled with hypocrisy of mind.

Chorus
Pump, pump, my heart.
Love and tears
For me and my fears.

Pump, pump,
Pump, pump

I close my eyes,
Lovingly embrace the Abyss, the Abyss.
My body lies
Tranquilly on the hard surface.
You're calling me:
"Please, return" - you cry and cry and cry.
You beg and plead
And in my dreams I do try.
Walls surround me.
Can't fight the darkness anymore, anymore.
Time is grounded
And the fabric of reality is torn.

Chorus
Pump, pump, my heart.
Love and tears
For me and my fears.